It didn't hurt when the knife went in,
It didn't even matter, that's how thin
The line was between love and hate,
I didn't feel the weight of fate.
It wasn't the cut, the blood, the mess,
It was the truth, the lies I couldn't suppress.
You were supposed to be my safe, my best,
But you turned out to be my biggest test.
I didn't scream, didn't make a sound,
But when I turned, you let me down.
It wasn't the pain that tore me apart,
It was realizing you'd never been my heart.
So I shoved it deeper, couldn't even cry,
I wanted to feel something, but didn't know why.
It wasn't the knife, it was you I couldn't bear,
And I drove it in, because life felt unfair.
- faria